Saturday, September 8, 2007

The Bride's Story - " I've waited so long... "

I'll start off with a brief story about me. I was born on September 15 (of which year, I won't tell hehe) and was named after a beauty titleist of the same year. A very pretty little girl with big round eyes and pointed little chin (it shows until now haha!) I grew up in a happy, thoughtful, caring and loving family. Though sometimes misunderstandings happen at home, we still end up making peace.

Enough of that, let's talk about my dream guy... During my early years in highschool, I told my family (can't remember if it was my mom and ate) that I wanted to marry a Canadian guy just because I was into this Canadian actor 'Devon Sawa'. I rented out and watched all his movies (in vhs tapes), took clippings about him, his pictures and most of the time I dreamt about him living just next door. Sounds freaky! Whenever I remember I did all these... ulk! I wanted to erase this crazy part of my life. But things suddenly changed when I realized I have a big crush on this classmate of mine. A lot of you might not know about this, specially my highschool friends =P Believe it or not, this boy who used to sit next to me on our first year in highschool has got me! I hid this from all my friends until now haha!

During the latter part of our first year, I just coudn't get over this guy... I never told anyone about this but then I also learned he also felt the same thing for me. Years passed... nearing our graduation day, we didn't end up in a relationship. I was so scared to enter that kind of thing with reasons I don't know. I dumped him :( I did, but i was hurting! Highschool years are over...

We didn't go to the same college so I thought there was no more chance of being his girlfriend at all. I always thought he could easily find one since he got into a better university/college. First year... Second year... I didn't have any boyfriend or whatsoever. But on my third year, we met again. But that meeting was not a happy one. That was the time his mom died. A few months later I realized I still love this guy and this time I'm not letting go of the chance to tell him that I want to be his girl. He told me he has been waiting for me all his life, from highschool 'til college, and never dated any other girl than me... and now he's going to meet me at the altar with my white dress...

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