... my future was all set. Studying in a good college, savings enough to get me started after i finish school.. This was all i was thinking after my heart was broken by a girl that for some reason i fell in love with.
My Nanay groomed me to stand on my own. Making sure that i will be independent and ready for anything. But all her efforts somehow failed. Yes, she taught me everything i know to live well in this world. But what she failed to teach me, is to live without her. My Nanay was my role model. She was my inspiration. Her not being there crushed my world. How can i show her that i can be on my own, if she's not there to witness it? How can i prove that i am independent, if she's not there to testify for it. All my knowledge suddenly became useless without her...
I can't believe that the same girl that broke my heart will turn things around for me. As cliche as it sounds, Mau was the light in the darkness i was in. All the blur suddenly became clear. This is the life my Nanay prepared me for.
My relationship with Mau was of course, not easy. She's going to kill me for saying that. We went through difficulties that i thought i would never go through. I've experienced all levels of happiness with just the words that come out of her lips. Until now, i can't believe that a tear from eye can give me pain more hurtful than what she's feeling. Yes, my future is set. She is my present and i'm very happy and confident to say that, Maureen Rae obciana is my future.

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